Who are you? Who am I?
Who are we to decide,
what we’ll do, who we’ll be?
I guess we’ll have to wait and see.
See just what we’ll become.
Come along, just sing and hum.
Live your life, live it right.
Guide yourself into the light.
Live your life in your own way.
Never let that fun decay.
Make mistake and make success,
just remember that life is blessed.
Not by God, don’t grace his hand.
But my friends, your fellow man.
I thought about killing myself, tonight. I thought, too, about murdering my family along with me. It’s just one slit with a knife… Sigh… Then I thought about how she’d feel… Dammit, why is all this coming back up? I haven’t thought about this stuff since the summer…
Fuck all this bullshit, I don’t know what the fuck to do, anymore… I love her, dammit, but I can’t see her often enough to have a strong relationship with her. It’ll end up going to shit, again, just like it did, last time, and we’ll both end up hurt, again. Maybe I should just fade away from your life. Maybe I should stop trying. It seems like whenever I get involved, I make everything more complicated. And I really don’t want to add shit to your life. So what the fuck do I do? Somebody please help me >.<
Guide me to the brighter side.
Show me how to live my life.
My time is now, the time is right.
I wish to live a life in light.
My path is dark, my vision blurred.
I cannot write, my speech is slurred.
O, won’t you give a guiding word?
Guide me like a Shepard’s herd.
I give you me, oh so bare.
Please, take me, please, take good care.
Give me dream or give nightmare.
It’s your choice; I want no share.
Guide me to the brighter side.
Show me how to live my life.
My time is now, the time is right.
I wish to live a life in light.
So, I broke up with my girlfriend, last night. That doesn’t really affect me so much. We didn’t talk a whole lot, and it wasn’t going to go anywhere. I am feeling lonely, though. Not over her. I really just feel lonely. Maybe because I haven’t given anybody a real hug in the longest time. Maybe I’m still sad about… Well, Cam, you should know who I’m talking about… Anyway, this has been my rant. Bye guys.
